All I want is a little conversation...
Nov. 4th, 2006 11:47 pm"You up for a walk? I mean if you're winning at cards, we can go later."
Quirking an eyebrow, Kate tilted her head up to look Lincoln in the eye after he kissed the top of her head, trying to read his features. She still couldn't shake the combination of fear and comfort such little things like an arm around her shoulders or a kiss atop her head brought from him...but she liked it, and she liked that he always seemed to reach for her just when she felt the urge to bolt. He really wasn't going to let her run again...and she was almost grateful for it.
"Truth be told, he's kicking my ass." she grinned, shrugging. "Might as well spare myself some embarassment. Just gimme a minute to put a little more on?..."
Two minutes later, she'd pulled her shoes on and put on a tank top, still wearing Lincoln's shirt over it, unbuttoned and sleeves rolled up. It was silly and stupid and way too comforting...but it felt good.
When they slipped out of the room, Kate shuffled along beside Lincoln in thoughtful silence. She wasn't sure why he wanted to talk to her...she wanted to believe it wasn't anything bad. Yet that voice in the back of her mind was still chanting, still tugging at her attention.
Run run run run...run run run run...
"So...I imagine this is the big talk, isn't it?" she finally laughed, trying not to sound as aprehensive as she felt. "Where we try to figure...this out. You and me...where this is coming from, what it's about...whether I'm staying or going..."
She hesitated, taking a deep, steadying breath. "I just know that there's too much. Between us, I mean. And there's...not enough. Too much electricity...not enough we know about each other. We're still almost strangers, but when you factor in this chemistry..."
She trailed off, finally looking up at him. "You're great, Linc...you're amazing, and I don't just mean in bed. But...you scare me." she almost whispered. "The things you make me feel, the...the way it all *consumes* me...I mean, it was one night. Just one night, and it's all I think about, dream about..." She hesitated, meeting his gaze.
"All I can seem to think about anymore is the way it felt when you touched me."
Quirking an eyebrow, Kate tilted her head up to look Lincoln in the eye after he kissed the top of her head, trying to read his features. She still couldn't shake the combination of fear and comfort such little things like an arm around her shoulders or a kiss atop her head brought from him...but she liked it, and she liked that he always seemed to reach for her just when she felt the urge to bolt. He really wasn't going to let her run again...and she was almost grateful for it.
"Truth be told, he's kicking my ass." she grinned, shrugging. "Might as well spare myself some embarassment. Just gimme a minute to put a little more on?..."
Two minutes later, she'd pulled her shoes on and put on a tank top, still wearing Lincoln's shirt over it, unbuttoned and sleeves rolled up. It was silly and stupid and way too comforting...but it felt good.
When they slipped out of the room, Kate shuffled along beside Lincoln in thoughtful silence. She wasn't sure why he wanted to talk to her...she wanted to believe it wasn't anything bad. Yet that voice in the back of her mind was still chanting, still tugging at her attention.
Run run run run...run run run run...
"So...I imagine this is the big talk, isn't it?" she finally laughed, trying not to sound as aprehensive as she felt. "Where we try to figure...this out. You and me...where this is coming from, what it's about...whether I'm staying or going..."
She hesitated, taking a deep, steadying breath. "I just know that there's too much. Between us, I mean. And there's...not enough. Too much electricity...not enough we know about each other. We're still almost strangers, but when you factor in this chemistry..."
She trailed off, finally looking up at him. "You're great, Linc...you're amazing, and I don't just mean in bed. But...you scare me." she almost whispered. "The things you make me feel, the...the way it all *consumes* me...I mean, it was one night. Just one night, and it's all I think about, dream about..." She hesitated, meeting his gaze.
"All I can seem to think about anymore is the way it felt when you touched me."